In the style of non-fiction. I grew up being entertained by video & computer games. Sometimes the entertainment was playing video or computer games with friends. This was the reality of things. I, a hero, conquering tyrants & minions. I, a young boy, sitting & staring & creating dysfunctions in my body, forming walls & barriers. It was me doing my best then. So when teachers assigned books to be read, mostly if not all fiction, I refused to read them. It was not my chosen form of entertainment. I found them irrelevant. I already had my form of entertainment. Then, & still now, I do not or did not believe there was or is value in mostly all fiction writing. It is suitable I write this, or have written this on the toilet. It has come to my attention that my distaste for fiction & novels has created a barrier between myself & my best style: fiction! It’s true. Damnit, I am a fiction writer at my best. Look at The Chronicles of Mania–the only good pieces, in terms of writing, is when I write fictionally I think.. That time ago when we declared the style of “unfiction” has also created a block for us. It’s kind of been a safety vest for our writing. That is to say, when the mediocrity is apparent we find an excuse to protect it from a truth. This is also why the brown desk probably has sucked so far. I am not saying fiction is good, or the novels of our time are good– I wouldn’t know & will never know– I’m just saying that fiction is my natural, best style as a writer. For better or for worse. The voice of Henry emerges as a subconscious transition into fiction. We are to then cross from non-fiction, into unfiction [fiction writing almost based entirely on full truths], into fiction, which perhaps is the style of my treasured concept of “no limits.” It’s true. Carl got me thinking about it yesterday. & i like, just knew it. Rather than the overtones being so heavy, as is the style of nonfiction & unfiction, fiction offers play as the overtone, and leaves the heaviness as the undertone. That’s much more of what I’d like to do with my time here on Earth. No one is going to play with me otherwise. Hell, I may even stop playing with myself. It gets real boring after a while. Video games are best played with friends. Although they can be played alone, I prefer to play with friends. So all of this reduced: the universe has given me a signal to expand the way I write.