Type type type typing type typing typing type. On the typing of types and the trusts we give of everything working itself out. From the in and outs to the in out in out to the in out in out in out in out to the in out in out in out in out in out in outs (controlled release), we trust the time and the process of not knowing – > knowing – > becoming and that character is achieved through so many avenues all stemming from one thing: perspective–and we know, are becoming, perspective is a choice (just like ejaculating is a choice) and we decide when or how or what, why and so forth. And like controlled ejaculation, controlled perspective can and will unlock the mind which in turn thus unlocks the heart which thus then that there becomes a balance between the two consequating in unlocked potential! On human beings and being human, he said, knowing the difference, becoming the difference, and the translation being lost to confusion and other things coming up, rising up, and then the face appeared & the eyes & the teeth & mouth and quickly all was forgotten lost in states of uncontrolled everything, no control, no choice, just a drive to replicate and perhaps start over through another or maybe not start over but just cover even more ground of life through the generation of more eyes and minds and hearts to unlock (potentials unlocked) and maybe maybe and maybe to type and get the expression out the one I’ve been stuck in, stuck somehow, chosen to be stuck, and so we know the only way out is to change perspective of my art. First then I must understand what my current perspective is. These are words I think first when my art comes to mind: lost, shame, inadequacy, irrelevance, potentially really good, confusion, incomplete, difficult, unfulfilled, undeveloped…etc? Damn! I will say, and it is clear, everything I’ve done this far in terms of Manic Dreams Network has been the product of self-hatred. It’s all there. So. In order to unlock my art I need to change my perspective of my art…or greater, of myself? So I need to change perspective. Perspective is a choice. But how do I choose? Especially when it has the kind of wide & advanced infection we see today? What do I need to do to help me make the choice. How do I do it. How. how. How do i know it? I become it but knowing it and practicing. But what about knowing? The first step? Where the hell do I even begin? By typing? My art is impersonal, universal, clear and powerful. It’s not a reflection.