I have much to work on, and will give a higher best to grow into your fuller partner, one who fully trusts without exception, unshakeably, so convincingly. For sure, this is unfair (the difficulties) because you deserve ease for the best effort you’ve ever given, as you tell me, in the subjects of loyalty & honesty, as well as trust. I do believe we will come together into this ease, and not just then will it be beautiful, but we will see the whole process & journey of shared individual growth as such. We each bring to our table histories, and at this time, I have habits of self-preservation that no longer serve myself or our collective unit. There is no doubt, in my heart or mind, you are worth braving my own demons, and coming out the other end as a full partner. I love you tremendously, whatever it takes, I understand.